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Living in a world full of confusion, is like living in a world full of lies, full of disappointments, and a world of nothing but illusions..... Being trapped into a world like this, a fear of never being able to find that way out, the only door that leads to the way out, just so conveniently always seems to be lost. Wishing that you could disappear and hide yourself from all the pain that is caused in this world..... Hide yourself from the media, the lies, the hates, your hunger, and your own thoughts......

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On the right is me, Kathi Lee, I finally turned 21 years old, It's a time to celebrate! My birthday is 02.28.1983.  I am a student at Lancaster Bible College; my major: Prof. Counseling. My life as I know it is a war. As stated as above, sometimes I wish I could just disappear. But my life is not as horrible as it used to be. The war is dying and I am winning. The battles are long and hard, but I always seem to conquer them. Some days good some are bad. But with the help and support of my friends, family, my loving and wonderful boyfriend, and most importantly the Grace and Forgiveness of my Lord and Savior who is always there to handle my battles, and take my fears away.

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Finding Balance

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Please leave me a message in the message borad to let me know what you think. I am hoping this can be a big help to many others. (Let me know too, if you would like to take anything from the site, thank you, I am more then willing to get back and let you know!)

i can't go forward by thinking of the past i can only go forward by seeing my future

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An Eating Disorderd Victim's View of their disorder. (this is not my work, someone e-mailed me this)

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Hope In Healing

Living Each Day in Recovery from Anorexia.......

 

Each day I suffer is hard. No one ever told me it was going to be easy. Sometimes when I think back, I think that being sick was a lot less stressful and a lot less work then this whole recovery thing. But I know that this is the best thing, and since I have been in recovery, I have seen the joy of life and the gifts that God has given me. I realize that I have so much to live for, so much that I want to remember and do and enjoy without the worries of food, the worries of forgetting, and the worries of being consumed by thoughts of the monster that tries to live inside of me. I love to live, I live for my family, I am here for them, and my friends, and my God. I am here to help others get though this. RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE, IT MAY BE HARD, BUT IT IS POSSIBLE!! GOD LOVES YOU!

 

You are the most beautiful flower
in the garden of my existance.
- Steve Hodgin -

There are times when God asks nothing of His Children expect Silence, Patience, and Tears. ~C.S. Robinson~

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Fighting To Eat, Struggling, But always have hope...

I have developed this site in hopes to help those in need, for peopl to reach out to eachother, for people to become aware, for people to have a better understanding! I hope that this site does that for you! Keep looking up, Your Heavenly Daddy is shining down upon you always! He Loves You!

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